My FIRST True TRUE LOVE -A deep poem for ladies to know their worth

While growing up as a child

Mother always said,

Look up . don't talk when a man speaks. 

Feed your husband with good food.

Give your husband your body when he asks 

Because he owns it . 

I thought love was suffering that I mistook a man's stupidity and pride for love. 

Because I didn't know the meaning of love. 

I thought love was me loosing myself to please him. 

What in the world is love exactly?, isn't love sex and food ?.

Until I went to the mirror soaked in my tears , beaten by the man that eats my food and touches me naked. 

They say , The person you love is the reflection of yourself and the only person I could see in front of the mirror was me,my self and I , then I realized I forgot to love myself and people would only treat you in accordance to the way you treat yourself . 

I was busy trying to make him love me back not realizing the fact that I didn't need him because my first true love was always here and I didn't know that I'm my first true love.