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I cried my self to sleep, Day and night , Praying to the choosen one I was taught to believe in . While depression engulfed me. I was Dead while living because All I could relate to was emptiness . They said you don't loose faith in your religion in your worst days because that Is when their God tests you, but how many times in a year would you get tested ? , For how many years would you go through the same problem ?, praying and crying but the issue still remain unsolved. OLODUMARE FOUND ME in my lowest and Told me child, "You are mine and I would never put you to shame . OLODUMARE , The greatest. OLODUMARE , The creator of the Universe and all in it . OLODUMARE, The Supreme . OLODUMARE, The compassionate. OLODUMARE , The Justice Giver. OLODUMARE , The father of the orphans and Fatherless. OLODUMARE,  The protector.  OLODUMARE, ASE, O

When I Die, I do not want you pretending to love me then . When I Die , I do not want the speeches filled with empty emotions . When I Die , I do not want people gathering to send me off to the "Otherside', Because "Some I know , Some I Don't , Some I forgot , Some forgot me , Some celebrate and Some Mourn" . When I Die , If I should get flowers , please bring me "SUNFLOWERS" Because Sunflowers represents the one who loves even while she burns . "The broken" waiting to be loved. When I Die, Make sure to forget me for I do not live in your memory or heart. I now live in the otherside , where I will no longer be judged.  When I Die , Do not cry for I do not want to Have to wipe your tears .                And to those who love me Celebrate my death and be happy because you'll now have an angel who watches over you.  Death is not to be feared but to be embraced for it is inevitabl...